i thought this was over.
this empty, vacant, knotted feeling. it's been so long since i last fought myself.
i was happy. oddly enough.
and now..it's back.
this feeling of loneliness.
emptiness
knotted.
nauseous but with nothing to vomit up.
and i'm sitting here trying to block it out. to find something to take my mind off of it.
it's not working.
so now i'm clenching my fists, struggling to find the words to write this, and doing my best to focus on something other than the biting pain that i know fixes this.
and it's hard.
it's really, really hard.
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