do you ever think about what ifs? what could have been if only something was done differently.
like sometimes i think, what if i didn't choose to go to the high school i did, how would my life be different.. would i still know the same people?
what if i hadn't kissed my best friend? would we have ended up together anyway? what if, what if, what if...
what if, i hadn't exploded and finally spoken my mind? would i still have a friend? or would instead i hate myself for holding it in? or would i have eventually ended up letting loose anyway?
what if, what if, what if...
what if i hadn't have applied to school?
or better yet, what if i had applied with the rest of my classmates? how would my life be different then?
would i have been happy with that decision? maybe. maybe i'd still have someone important in my life...
what if, i had said yes to the guy i met this semester? what would be happening now when i'm returning to the 802?
what ifs take up a lot of my thought, but in the end, i can't change it. i can only use it as a lesson to grab every opportunity so i can ask what if i hadn't in stead of what if i had....
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